Monday, May 18, 2009

Bad night

It started about nine-thirty last night and though I took a sleeping pill it didn't really work. My mind kept racing to thoughts of Steve and how lonely it is here without him. The tears started to flow and wouldn't stop. Everytime I thought I had them under control they came back full force. I miss him so much that I actually ache inside. They say with time these feelings lessen but I am not so sure I want them to. I am so afraid that I will forget how it felt to love him or be loved by him.

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