A whole year since I lost my dear sweet Steve. So many things are the same and yet different. Christmas, still loads of fun here and at the "Fordyce's" yet his presence was needed. At the annual coast trip same thing; loads of good food, laughter and fun yet he was missed dearly. I can say it over and over how much we loved and miss him. Among the many things I miss are photo ops working in the yard/garden or like this one bringing home new piglets. His mere presence was always so comforting, I felt so safe. The things I don't miss; plenty of those too. Let's see tea mugs everywhere, talk radio, clothing covered in grass clippings and smelly pigs. Though he loved having the piglets they were a lot of work and were not my favorite. I also know that my dear neighbors aren't mourning the loss of the critters either as the pig pen was just fifty feet from their bedroom windows. His tractor is gone, the riding lawn mower is now at Sarah and Nate's and his Supra has been sold. Yet, I can still feel him here. I miss you, love...
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